My mind is running so bad.
Lately, it’s been running twice it’s normal. I think it’s because I have something important coming up. I have a job interview today, and I’m really REALLY nervous about it. I need this job. Not just for me, but for my family and the immediate future. I just can’t stop thinking.
Yesterday, I couldn’t even do anything because my mind wanted to do a million things. When I get like that, I just don’t do anything at all. I rather do nothing, then start and stop. Like now, I got online not to make a post but to look at clothes, check Facebook, start a 2013 want to do/ need to do list, look up the company for my interviews, and more..more…
Why is this a symptom of BP? Couldn’t there be something else. Couldn’t it make me bark like a dog? or EXPLODE!
Ugh.
This merry-go-round is killing me.
Bipolar, Unemployed & Lost 