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My mind is running so bad.

Lately, it’s been running twice it’s normal. I think it’s because I have something important coming up. I have a job interview today, and I’m really REALLY nervous about it. I need this job. Not just for me, but for my family and the immediate future. I just can’t stop thinking.

Yesterday, I couldn’t even do anything because my mind wanted to do a million things. When I get like that, I just don’t do anything at all. I rather do nothing, then start and stop. Like now, I got online not to make a post but to look at clothes, check Facebook, start a 2013 want to do/ need to do list, look up the company for my interviews, and more..more…

Why is this a symptom of BP? Couldn’t there be something else. Couldn’t it make me bark like a dog? or EXPLODE!

Ugh.

This merry-go-round is killing me.

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Rant on, my friends!

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