I feel weirder than ever.

I’m tired but yet hype

I’m thinking about things that need to be done, then switching it, switching, forgetting about the it, coming back to it.

I’m feeling my weight loss and I feel like I’m feeling myself too much. Time to get out of control.

I’m doing things I should NOT be doing.

I’m just tired y’all.


Yup! It’s creeping on me yet again..

I don’t know why but lately I’ve been hating everything and every one. It sucks. Work has been hard because I hate my co workers. Home has been hard because I hate my husband and my cats. The internet sucks because I hate writing and everything media related.

Yeah, its been THAT KIND of anger and I don’t know how to shake it.

I need mediation, a spell, a serum or a wish because this anger might be here for the long run.

but… its also the Mercury Retrograde happening, and that isn’t good.

There is a lot going on and I can’t seem to control anything.


You’re Just Like Me: DeadJosh

So, you have a Mental Illness?…Which One?
Not yet officially diagnosed, but PTSD

When you were diagnosed, what age where you? Where were you in your life?
I’m 40 years old, married with no children, unemployed and struggling.

How do you cope/relax from your mental illness?
Still learning but currently I do a lot of writing and try to find small things to do.

What are 3 words that you would describe how your illness makes you feel?
Alone, scared and worthless

If you could talk to world leaders about mental illness, what would be the one thing you discuss?
Stigmatism and how to defeat it.

What is some advice you would give someone who is fighting mental illness?
Don’t give up? Keep trying?

How can we keep in touch with you? (blog, Facebook, Twitter)
I blog at
and maintain a facebook page at


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