Now.

I feel weirder than ever.

I’m tired but yet hype

I’m thinking about things that need to be done, then switching it, switching, forgetting about the it, coming back to it.

I’m feeling my weight loss and I feel like I’m feeling myself too much. Time to get out of control.

I’m doing things I should NOT be doing.

I’m just tired y’all.

ANGER, WILL ROBINSON! ANGER!

Yup! It’s creeping on me yet again..

I don’t know why but lately I’ve been hating everything and every one. It sucks. Work has been hard because I hate my co workers. Home has been hard because I hate my husband and my cats. The internet sucks because I hate writing and everything media related.

Yeah, its been THAT KIND of anger and I don’t know how to shake it.

I need mediation, a spell, a serum or a wish because this anger might be here for the long run.

but… its also the Mercury Retrograde happening, and that isn’t good.

There is a lot going on and I can’t seem to control anything.

Yuck…

Poll Please!

I would love feedback and hear is your chance to give it up!!

Please comment with anything more that isn’t in the poll. I want to start doing more unique things for the Mental Health community and this is a start!

Thank you thank you thank you

Tove Lo – Habits

I’ve felt like this on multiple occasions…where the only thing i needed/wanted to do was stay high

😦

Positive Thinking before the weekend!

For you, my friends! Enjoy!

Queen – Bohemian Rhapsody

Looking up songs that can relate to mental illness I decided on this one because..well..

Freddy Mercury just killed a man and different voices are arguing with him about it. In such a beautifully, unique way. Just like us.

I think that Queen was on the our side too! Enjoy and rock out!

Moods of Colors

I love color, so when I say this I wanted to share it. I already knew colors effect the brain, but not how much in depth. For your day pick out THREE colors that you want to use in your life and comment on this post and tell me.

My colors will be: Foilage Green, Peach, Golden Yellow

What will yours be?

For Your Good Mood Saturday!

Loving this song. Its complex, like us, all of us.

Enjoy your Sat, this song, and our complexity!

Fall Out Boy – Centuries

If your feeling like you need to ROCK OUT!

Don’t let your illness take you down! FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!

#MHPD: PTSD

You’re Just Like Me: DeadJosh

So, you have a Mental Illness?…Which One?
Not yet officially diagnosed, but PTSD

When you were diagnosed, what age where you? Where were you in your life?
I’m 40 years old, married with no children, unemployed and struggling.

How do you cope/relax from your mental illness?
Still learning but currently I do a lot of writing and try to find small things to do.

What are 3 words that you would describe how your illness makes you feel?
Alone, scared and worthless

If you could talk to world leaders about mental illness, what would be the one thing you discuss?
Stigmatism and how to defeat it.

What is some advice you would give someone who is fighting mental illness?
Don’t give up? Keep trying?

How can we keep in touch with you? (blog, Facebook, Twitter)
I blog at MyEvolvingHeartBlog.wordpress.com
and maintain a facebook page at facebook.com/MyEvolvingHeart

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