I am feeling..

Highly depressed..
Feeling manic though.. (can that happen??)…
Lost…
Sad….
Loved…
Confused..
Cluttered
Behind…
Stupid

Can someone feel all those in one time? And if so, how much more can they deal with until they explode, and cause serious injury to themselves and others?

Will I be the next nut that blows up something? What is happening to me…