Et tu, Brute! Et Tu!

Welcome back to me.

The storm has passed, but is not forgotten. I still know what I have to do to keep moving up and away if need be. This can’t go on like it has for me. I need to change, from the inside out. So I’m no one’s “loser” ever again. I just thought I would of had more support from people who love me. They stabbed me in the back. Well not like Brutus or Judas, but they aren’t there when I need them. Are there lives really as bad as mine? I don’t feel like I’m going overboard with what I feel, but I am Bipolar – Mountains from anthills. I can’t keep thinking in the past anymore so this is a testament to myself. I can’t go back to old ways. I need and WILL change.