the average pat…

the average patient with bipolar disorder takes approximately 10 years to get a proper diagnosis. About 56 percent are first diagnosed with unipolar depression.

WHAT!?! are you kidding me? Your telling me I have 9 more years until I get this stupid thing in check? I don’t know why I posted this. This isn’t helpful for us is it? I mean, really 10 years? Are there really that bad of doctors out there? I’m so not excited about this ride!! Get me off…

Call me Ms. Cleo

Do you believe in Astrology? Do you believe that everything is predetermined? If so,…was I meant to have Bipolar-disorder?

Why? WHY ? WWHHYY do I have this? Why can’t I stop having this? WHY am I up right now?

There are so many questions that run through my mind every second of the day, and they all start with WHY? Do psychics deal with the “why” of life too?

I can’t stop asking WHY if I wanted to. I always need to know deeper than what’s on the surface. I think that’s how I know something (or someone) is real. Research. 

For me, the WHY keeps me up at night, drives me to be angry, and make my mind run at wrap speed. So, how come I haven’t been BEAMED UP yet!

The WHYs of life are killing me right now. Its killing my BP, and I know I don’t need to have or am ever going to know the reasons behind WHY, I just hope that the WHYS are worth it…