Yup! It’s creeping on me yet again..

I don’t know why but lately I’ve been hating everything and every one. It sucks. Work has been hard because I hate my co workers. Home has been hard because I hate my husband and my cats. The internet sucks because I hate writing and everything media related.

Yeah, its been THAT KIND of anger and I don’t know how to shake it.

I need mediation, a spell, a serum or a wish because this anger might be here for the long run.

but… its also the Mercury Retrograde happening, and that isn’t good.

There is a lot going on and I can’t seem to control anything.


Sex, if you’re there, say something!!!

I am going through something that has been bothering me for a looooonnnnggggg time.


I am having so much trouble feeling sexually toward myself or my husband that I blame him for my problems. Last night we got into a fight because he told me that I never do anything sexually, and if I’m trying to change, then I have todo something…

Right now, I think sex is UGH UGH UGHHH! I don’t want anyone touching me, I don’t want to look at porn, anything sexually I don’t want it….right now.

I know stress and mental illness have me, but how can I at least feel something again. This is really stressing me out. I’m completely in a hole…

How do you overcome the mind to have sex???.?..

Or is that what this is?

I feel really guilty, but someone is blocking me so hard to actually do something about it. I don’t want to be in a stand still anymore. I hate this.

Let’s Blog Action Day: October 16th, 2014

Sue from made me aware of Blog Action Day this year and we’re just in time to sign up!

Blog Action Day is “is an free annual event, that has run since 2007. It’s aim is to unite the world’s bloggers by posting about the same issue, on the same day, in order to raise awareness and trigger a positive global discussion around an important issue that impacts us all, raises awareness or even funds for not-for-profits associated to the theme issue”

WHAT!!! This year’s topic is INEQUALITY! Let’s share our stories and voices about the inequality of mental health reform!

Sign up at: and tell me if you do!

Anderson takes part in an experiment to help understand how people live with mental illness

Anderson takes part in an experiment to help understand how people live with mental illness

So glad that people in the public are trying to help out mental illness patients, but I think we may need someone who has a little more IT factor for it to be listened to…

How about Oprah?
Lebron James?

Thanks Anderson for bringing more light on such a dark subject!

Fort Hood shooter was Iraq vet being treated for mental health issues

Fort Hood shooter was Iraq vet being treated for mental health issues

I am sorry for the people lost in this tragic accident.

That being said, this is another example of how the media portrays mental illness. Tomorrow, everyone with a mental illness will be looked at in a different light by people who don’t have mental illness themselves. I not saying your mother, brother, wife, or child. I am talking about the “world” view.

I wish in cases like these, they tell you what mental illness is, how it can affect a person’s mind and life. I wish they would let us talk.



Rick Warren Tells Story of Son’s Suicide on CNN

Rick Warren Tells Story of Son’s Suicide on CNN

Well …well…well…

It looks like the MEDIA is finally setting up mental illness to look like what it is…a sad SAD story for the millions of people who have it or are effected by it. 

but this isn’t enough. Just because you put on a well known figure on TV who has been recently affected by mentail illness doesn’t mean the world is going to change. We need more signs! More coverage! More appeals on laws! More EVERYTHING!

People are effected and affected everyday.

CNN can kiss it!

Mental Illnesses and Guns Oh My!

CNN is now a main reason we have a stigma about mental illnesses.

I put into their search box ‘Mental Illness’ and the article that pop up a story asking ‘how can people with mental illness buy guns? It only takes one person to mess up things for the rest of us. Now, I am looked at as CRAZY and PSYCHO because I was born with something.  I understand its important, and it is fresh in the minds of the world what happened at the elementary school, but what happened to EXPLAINING what mental illness is? Your making people scare of something that they know nothing about. Man…its getting harder out here for us.

I wonder if I should buy a gun know.. just in case.