Bipolar Tunes

Sometimes SHIT comes around

And it knocks you down

Just get BACK UP

When it knocks you down

I know this isn’t a mental illness song but it’s lyrics can definitely used in how we feel about stuff. Love feels the same as pain, shame, hate, anger. It’s all feelings and they all knock us damn down sometimes.

Get back up.


I am officially feeling better.

I feel happy and not depressed or angry.

BUT BUT BUT I want to make sure this isn’t my manic side and I’m really chemically changing mentally. I have another appointment this week to tell him how I’m doing on the medication. I don’t know what I will tell him other than the physical side.

but I want to tell you work is going well (it always does in the beginning), and I’m feeling good.

I hope you all are well. I have been thinking about my blog friends lately and just want to send love out to the Mental Health world!

Anderson takes part in an experiment to help understand how people live with mental illness

Anderson takes part in an experiment to help understand how people live with mental illness

So glad that people in the public are trying to help out mental illness patients, but I think we may need someone who has a little more IT factor for it to be listened to…

How about Oprah?
Lebron James?

Thanks Anderson for bringing more light on such a dark subject!

I hate Celebrities, but can I have your autograph?!

Celebrities stink!

I hate watching American Idols, and America’s got Talent, or anything where people are showing off something unique about themselves. You know why? I’m jealous.

There I said:       I ‘ M J E A L O U S ! ! !

I’m jealous because these people have found something that they really enjoy, and can do well. They found a part of themselves, went out, showed it to the world, and BOOM they are superstars. I wish I could produce a cat out of my ass, or dance like Beyonce, but really I don’t have a talent that I can show the world and become something great.

I am a Leo, and Leos are born to be in the spotlight. Every one of those horoscope books tell you that Leos are people creatures. We crave attention, and are natural born leaders. This I can not deny. I love going to parties and meeting everyone there. I love singing karaoke in a packed bar. There are loads of Leos in entertainment and politics in our world that do amazing things. Hell, President Obama and I have the same birthdayWhere is my glory? Where is my television show, and E! Special? Giuliana, i’m here!

The point to all this is, a trigger of of mine are celebrities, and I can’t seem to get away. I will be honest, I go on gossip sites and watch E! news, but only to see if their lives are crumbling around them, like mine.

HA HA! So your getting a divorce? Wonderful!

Oh, your coming out saying your losing all your money! Welcome to the pain! Party of YOU!

I know it horrible, but I like to hear of others in pain, because i’m in pain. This doesn’t work on my friends. If they are in trouble, or pain, I feel pain, and try to help them as best as I can. It’s only to people that I’m not close to that I want them to hurt. I’m sorry if this backs people away from this blog or my life, but I don’t know if this aspect is me, or the BP.

I should be encouraged to want to follow into someone who has great footsteps, but i don’t. I’ve never have a role model, other than my mom, and she’s more crazy than me. Should I never watch TV or read the news at all? Am I really selfish?

I don’t want to watch tv and get angry at people who I don’t know if they struggled to get  to that point. I don’t want to feel hate. Are you celeb-hating? Is there a club out there for us?!