What’s your drug of choice?

Pills, Cannabis, TV?

What’s your choice of drug to help you through your bipolar mess?

I’m not going to lie. I USE cannabis. I remember a time when I would smoke and all the crazy emotions inside me would shut up. I would go into this weird zone where I would feel good and cloudy all at the same time.

Now. I USEA Cannabis but a used rug. It doesn’t do anything for me anymore. I have medication for my mind but why can’t I let this old friend go then?

I still love the way it gets me out of my mind, relaxes me, and gives me something to do but other than that it’s a stagnant bunch of crap.

What choices are you trying to get away from that popped up for you in the beginning of your journey?

2 thoughts on “What’s your drug of choice?

  1. I’ve been slowly chipping away of coping skills i learned before realizing my head had issues and i didn’t have to live in chaos. The ones that are in the more negative side of things like over spending and food for comfort. Due to random drug tests at work i don’t care try cannabis but i know people that do and it has helped them.

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