So lately I am having an inner battle with being a woman. I don’t know what it is but my mind and body are not together, and its making me feel like I am ripping apart at the seams.
One part of me wants to be this bad ass betty: sexy, siren, confident
The other part of me doesn’t even want to have to do with any of it. I don’t want to wear make up, show off my body..
I am really battling with this person inside me and I don’t know where to start
Follow the instincts – unless it’s posting selfies – otherwise, if you feel like it one day – do it. The next day, not so much? Don’t … I kind of laugh at a bit at the way people talk about “honor”, but I do like the idea of “honoring one’s inner self” from the Buddhist mentality. The coach everything in humbleness, but then use that phrase about also acknowledging the inner self.
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It sounds so tough – I wouldn’t know where to start either! Over the past year I’ve felt 100% better going out into the world if I wear cute clothes, shower, do my hair and put on some makeup. I don’t wear anything too sexy (although I love form-fitted clothes) just because I’m 44, with two kids and I live in the boonies!! Although I could do whatever I want! 😉
Anyway, I hope you reach a reconciliation of where you want to go with this, and please keep us posted! XO Dy
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