I am stressing the mess out right now.
There are a million things running through my mind everyday since the middle of Oct. I have been taking my meds, mediation, doing things to get my mind off of it, but it always comes right back to: AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I’m sorry if this is starting to sound so mundane and repetitive, but shit shit shit shit shit
How much of this is my mind and how much is this me? I know you have to be proactive in life to actually have a life but how can someone with a mental illness be proactive? Pushing them isn’t the way?..is it? How can you push yourself if yourself is in the way?