I am going through something that has been bothering me for a looooonnnnggggg time.
I am having so much trouble feeling sexually toward myself or my husband that I blame him for my problems. Last night we got into a fight because he told me that I never do anything sexually, and if I’m trying to change, then I have todo something…
Right now, I think sex is UGH UGH UGHHH! I don’t want anyone touching me, I don’t want to look at porn, anything sexually I don’t want it….right now.
I know stress and mental illness have me, but how can I at least feel something again. This is really stressing me out. I’m completely in a hole…
How do you overcome the mind to have sex???.?..
Or is that what this is?
I feel really guilty, but someone is blocking me so hard to actually do something about it. I don’t want to be in a stand still anymore. I hate this.