I’M IN A FUCKING SHUTDOWN and that’s okay

I’m feeling word empty at the moment.

There is nothing I truly want to write again. I’m becoming kind of ANTI-The world.
No tv.
No writing.
No spending money.
No hanging out.
No nothing.

I have been stilling quietly for a couple of mins a day. I want to not think about things that have to do with people, or bullshit that doesn’t matter.

Like jobs
Money
The future
Bills
Expectations

I am getting extremely high, but taking my meds and making to do lists daily. I am just trying to find my fucking way.

I’m tired of my mind and my surroundings control me. Controlling me should be me.
:/

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3 thoughts on “I’M IN A FUCKING SHUTDOWN and that’s okay

  1. I’ve missed you online. I relate to how you feel……and I admire you for posting today. Hope the crappy feelings pass quickly!!! You are in my thoughts. (((HUGS))))

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