I feel like the reason I am so anti about working is my mind.
I dread going to work. Every day. Every time i think about going to do work for someone or something other than myself. I get angry, and don’t want to do it.
I really think this is a bipolar trait.
Shit, it doesn’t matter if its the best job on earth, im going to dread going to it, and spend my precious 6 to 8 hours.
Is this normal for you too? I don’t want to have these feelings anymore.
((side note: as I am typing this, my job called me in early, and I said yes. ))
Does this mean I’m a really lazy person, or that I don’t like to do the things I don’t like to do.
I wish I was born rich or royal.. With a normal brain.