AHHHHHH!!! AHHHHH!
That is how I feel right now, and its 2 am in the morning. I know my period is coming at the end of the week, but for 2 week prior to this day, I HAVE BEEN A SUPER BITCH IRRITATED WRECKING BALL OF FLAMES!!!!!
Is this my period or my Bipolar?
I don’t want to be touch, or kissed, or even slept in the same bed with. I hate my job. I have no future. I feel so tired…
Hm… maybe it is my period. Maybe I’m just fussing about nothing and I should just relax, take a breath, and chill..
Or maybe I’ll go punch a wall!!!!
Ladies…or men!! Any suggestions?
Bipolar, Unemployed & Lost 
Both. Well, for me, anyway. I would get suicidally depressed two weeks before my period. Pdoc said it was my progesterone levels dipping. He suggested a plant based progesterone cream. Worked miracles. But probably fuels my progesterone receptor positive cancer too, but that’s a whole other story.
Oh and pillows don’t do it for me. I hit the concrete with a metal weeder. 😀 Yes, I have anger issues.
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I wonder if it’s common for bipolars to have terrible pms? I used to be totally dominated by my cycles. I’d get almost psychotic with pms. Now I’ve gone through super-early menopause and have new hormonal complaints…but at least I don’t have pms or periods any more. I would never rule out hormones as a cause for your angst though. Hang in there! Punch only padded walls!
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It’s always a waiting game for us, isn’t it? Feel like putting a fist through the wall, but trying to wait and be ok with the knowledge that it does get better eventually. Don’t punch a wall. It’s not good for you or the wall, but punching pillows can help. They do for me sometime.
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Hang in there. You’ll be ok.
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I’m in that exact same place and didn’t share the bed with my wife till I got a simple job yesterday. Hang in there; relax and take your time off; pamper yourself on a credit card at cafes, buy nothing but essentials. When the time comes and you get a job, you will be back to being an awesome fucking hero overnight.
Love,
Aimer Shama
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