So I came to the conclusion while washing dishes that my anger might really be my repressed feelings at work and when I’m with friends and family.
I was thinking this because at work I am a star employee. Which really means I come to work, do my job, and go home. I don’t really talk much. I’m polite. I say M’ ma and Sir. I’m the opposite to who I am in my person life. My anger at home and inside can really be… my cover up EXPOSED.
Does this sound right? Did I just the red pill into the Matrix? I mean I feel okay about the red pill, it just I been on the blue one sooo long, it doesn’t seem real.
Are Bipolar people really who they are at work? Am I Dr Jekyll?