I’m focusing on my life, right now, in this moment.
I’m focusing on getting a job, taking my medicine, and not being so hard on myself for not finding a job yet. I know that before, I was talking a lot….more complaining then anything? Now, right now, I’m in a good place. A place where I’m not too angry, yet not too forgiving.
I still dislike my family, and the I dislike someone living with my fiancé and I, but I am working with the things that are available to me.
To tell you the truth, I believe this is the MEDS talking. I’m not this understanding about any situation I in. That’s okay, because the meds help me think differently and clearly.
I just wanted to write down what has been happening. I wanted to record a good day, other than just bad. I wanted to write to remind myself that I do have good days, and that’s okay too.
How is my BP family? How are you??