I took a pill yesterday that was not mine, and I’m paying for it right now.
I feel anxious, and jiggery. I hate hate hate it. Don’t ask me why I did it. It was a stupid move, but what’s really stupid about it was, I googled it before I did it.
I guess that was my way of checking it out so I didn’t really die, BUT I feel like I’m dying though.
Agh! Advice to myself: go back to the doctor, get back on my own meds regime, and never replay.
.ugh.ugh.ugh.
This rabbit hole is deep.
Bipolar, Unemployed & Lost 