I keep telling myself that.
Not everything happens on my own time and that’s it. Finding a job has been a letdown enough. I can’t keep having this blah attitude.
Its happy or die.
Laugh or drown
Relax or fail
I’ve started working out alot to keep my mind in check. I have started smoking and drinking again, which isn’t good for me, but its only social times. I’m not drinking by myself…yet.
There is a million things right now I can be sad about, but I will not let my mind get this way. I will be strong for myself.
For all of us.