D-E-N-I-A-L, you ain’t got no alibi, you ugly!

Now that this is REAL, isn’t BP everyone?

I’ve been having doubts. Definite doubts about “this thing” I have. I know I can’t go back from why I’ve started this blog, but…

but…

Doesnt’ everyone have this? Being angry and depressed in one day. Days where they feel good and abundant with energy. Periods of aggravation  anger, and head-turning. I don’t want to put myself in a box. Can I call it a box? Why are there so many questions that I cant answer? Lately, I’ve been feeling like my mind is so cluttered that I can’t put it down into words, and the first thing I want to write about is denial. Because that is what this is. Denial.

Ugh, what am I even saying?

This is tough… 😦

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3 thoughts on “D-E-N-I-A-L, you ain’t got no alibi, you ugly!

  1. Yes! Of course we’re all moody swingers. Like multiple personalities – we’ve all got ’em to some degree. I suppose it’s the degree that’s at stake, and whether we can cope with work and people and money at the same time.
    What ‘they’ like to term disorders are any deviations from the norm, whatever the hell that is. And I bet most of the psych-ologists and -iatrists are at least as nutty as we are…
    Would would humanity be without the fruits and the nuts? It would be mush.

  2. GOD I love someone who makes me laugh!!!! You do have a way with the words!! Even if you’re in a funk you make people smile. I try to read all of the Bipolar blogs. Some are harder than others to read. Yours is always pure pleasure, like a cigarette. Thank you, honey.

Rant on, my friends!

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